Almost there

She was getting to the point where her heart could no longer care, that point of lovelessness and loneliness, that point where tears could no longer fall because there were no more tears to shed...... slowly, steadily, surely, she was getting there..... she's almost there

She loved with all her heart, she cared with all her strength and so when he broke her heart, it broke in many pieces. Now she's just numb... She's lost all her emotions.. Everyday is a dream she just wants to wake up from... Every night is a nightmare she can't get out of..

She's lost.. She's in pains.. She's in chains.. She wants out but doesn't know how

Then she found out she was pregnant and her whole life changed... She fell in love with life again..  She found a reason to love again.. The child that grew inside her brought with him new hope, new strength, new peace..

Now, she's learning to forgive the man who hurt her so much... learning to forgive the father of her son... for through the sadness he gave her, came the greatest gift she'd ever received... Everyday, she's learning... she's almost there...

Sometimes I wonder.....

Sometimes I wonder.... just how much hurt a woman can really take, just how much love can a woman give and just how much trust a woman should give. How can she be so strong, and yet so vulnerable.... how can she be so unloved, and yet so loving?